Ex-Drama Results in Freedom!
Ahhh... now I feel better... this has been a long time coming...
So the ex-boyfriend decided to email me to tell me to move on. Ha! I think life is so ironic... because I actually am completely over him. I realize why he might think I haven't moved on - he thinks I'm not being sincere and playing games with him, which has been part of the problem this entire time (his perception of me, I never played serious games with him). The thing of it is - I may be emotional - but I'm also honest about my feelings (to myself at least). I have never ever wanted to get back together with him in a relationship, I just had a hard time getting over the situation. I really thought he could be someone special while we were dating and that was a hard thing to give up. He was super fun to date, but as for any depth - there was nothing between us. I feel like I have to blog this, because I am so tired of how he sees me. He was never my friend after we broke up - he just assumed everything I did was somehow against him. Such a paranoid freak. It just seems funny at this moment - and I'm so proud of myself for finally calling it as I see it. He's an asshole and I finally said so.
